Feeling this beating. Convinced everything has meaning. Been stabbed in the back yet my eyes are what’s bleeding. In a simple life, you’d be my husband and I your wife. As complicated as we seem, we share the same exact dream. That one day we’ll know what emotions to show. That tomorrow we’ll grow out of the same old what ifs and whys. To break away from all the heartache and lies. Forgetting to remember was the start of our last adventure. Remembering to forget has me questioning where time went. Outside your window is where you’ll find me. Looking in it’s clear to sea where I’d rather be. The eye of the storm taking it to shore. Engulfing a presence beyond the strength of a bolted door. Safe from the walls that break us down. We used to have so much fun in this drown out town. The past is the past but every now and then, I get past the now through the present of then. With different reasons come different feelings to change the plan of what we’re building. We’ve been built up to never leave the ground. We still speak soft when no ones around. The truth is, I’ve been searching for clues. Wishing I could lie when I say, they’ve all led me the wrong way. Further from you is where I’m directed. The drive from my heart is where I’m headed. Putting what once was behind what we’ve become in time. Infront of the blade I can accept what’s been made. All I want to need is to see what I bleed. Red or blue, old or new, I’m so in love with you.